! nauxihzoet

2009-09-02T18:57:00.000+08:00

Shifted to http://eziunaxhot.onsugar.com !
Realised i've got five blogs in total.
Two on blogger, one on livejournal, onsugar and wretch.

Ha, byeeeeeeeee blogger!

2009-08-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

Im back frm fourtwo dinner. 17/40 turned up if i din't miscount.
Its really great to see everyone agn after so looooooong.
Bought a pen carved with words for mr woon as a class.
Oh well, can say only those who were present till around 10pm paid for it lol.
Gg jss on wed to pass it to mr woon. If you're free on wed, text monitor to tell him you're gg!
(Inserts pic)

Celebrated teachers' day in schl today.
It was kinda enjoyable afterall, esp if you've got such a superb CT!
Watching the video contributed by A01 as a class in every ways with ms tan is really l-o-l.
Everyone pratically laughed our ass off.
(Inserts pic)
Anwy, this yr's theme was 'Undercover' for the parade.
I think our class is really creative in some ways HA.

So, some pics below of my cute lil cousin who loves me the most.
When grandma and mum asked him which jiejie you like, my cute lil cousin will either point to me, or hug me HAHA.
Ultimate cute-ness!
(Inserts pic)

My days are basically filled with laughters nowadays and i love it like this :)

Bye world.

Screw blogger, will insert pics soon again.

2009-08-29T16:07:00.002+08:00

Life is difficult, never easy.

Beautiful sat today.
So, it was jp agn ytd night.
A weekly routine for few consecutive fri night.
Caught 'Coco before Chanel' with erik, elton, getty, jethro after prata for dinner.
Anwys my last movie was june 08. Laugh yr ass off all you wan k.
Cause nobody wants to bring me out for movie LOL.

Diarrhoea for 2 consecutive nights as well wts.
Nearly wanted to sleep outside the toilet.
Thank God im alive and kicking now.

Shall stay home all day for today.
Some hard core mugging, then slack a little i suppose.

Will be off to grandma's hse tmr morning, follow by plaza sing to look for sq.
Then bukit merah for food, and ikea for meatballs.
Wonderful plan for tmr cause no mugging session is involved.

No proper lessons and school for the upcoming two weeks.
Teacher's day celebration, public holiday, e-learning day, consultation day, gp prelims and sept holidays.
Holidays yet not holiday damnit.
Its all about mugging, mugging and more muggings to be done.
Same old words here, I CANT WAIT FOR As TO BE OVER.

Bye world.

Oh wells,
mayb i should stop wasting my brain cells, but to stick with you only.
Its the process, not the outcome, am i right.
Trying to get this into my brain.

Life is still difficult.

2009-08-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

Nothing interesting is happening..........:(
Except tt gp paper's on nxt fri wts.

2009-08-26T20:28:00.001+08:00

9th, :D

2009-08-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

It makes me look back, and wonder what i did was right.
Life can never be good anymore, at least for the time being.
Lesser outings with you,you and you makes me feel alone.
Again, so in need of smiles and laughters which will last long.

Seriously hate to be reminded of the reality.
Prelims in two freaking weeks time and As is round the corner.
Never felt so freaked out.
Sometimes, 25hrs is not enough.
School sucks when you have a shitty class, no joke.
No offence but some ppl just spoil your day.

Play all day is good.

Still, thanks.
Its wonderful to know there's someone out there for you always.
Can't wait for 30/11, cannot imagine how crazy will i be.

Bye world.

2009-08-18T20:40:00.001+08:00

Got enlightened LOL.

2009-08-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

Sch was bad today, very.
Gp mock was disastrous, like always.
Emotions are gg on a roller coaster ride nowadays, no idea why.

Met up with erik and elton jus now, like agn at jp.
Roamed around, as usual.

Not feeling goooooooood.
In need of more smiles and laughters.

Bye.

2009-08-13T23:00:00.001+08:00

3 more weeks to prelims, 88 more days (if im not wrong) to A levels.
Damn.

Please tell me life is still good.

2009-08-10T22:06:00.004+08:00

Venice.

Bad news, the water level in Venice rising.

That means, Venice is sinking.

S-U-C-K! My ideal location for honeymoon yo.

Hope its not submerged yet in 8yrs time cause i wanna get married at the age of 26 then off for honeymoon HAHA.

Bye world, life sucks at the mean time.

2009-08-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

Sigh.

2009-08-08T20:24:00.002+08:00

Blogger suck, mayb i should shift to somewhere else.

Gp mock, national day celebration, econs mock, geog consultation yesterday.
13 out of 21 of A01.

Spot the difference lol.

Happy bday Spore.
Bye world.

2009-08-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

Vietnam is the happiest country in Asia, as measured by human happiness index.
Regions in Latin America stands a total of 9 places out of 10 in the ranking of top 10 happiest country, being the happiest place on Earth.
How pathetic can it be?
I want to fly to Latin America now:(

Took 172 home, managed to reach home only after an hr.
Instead of turning into bus interchange, the bus driver continued his way into the industrial area.
And he missed a few U turn spot, so he happily continued his way until i can see a sign pointing to jurong island.
How hilarious can this be.
When he finally made a turn, every single passenger on the bus showed a sense of relief.
Super funny when everyone keep turning and tilting their heads to find out what's wrong with the bus driver.

Physics mock tmr, got to know it today.
Hopefully its just 60 MCQs.

Can't wait for As to be o-v-e-r.
I want my life backkkkkkkkkkkk!
Bye world.

2009-08-01T19:51:00.016+08:00

Happy birthday Berney!

Salvation Army for cip again this morning.
Then off to cine for Suki sushi as part of xh's bday celebration.
Good food makes me happy:D

Girlssssss.

To orchard ion after tt.

Packed like sardine, hate it.

Enjoyed my day.

Bye world.

2009-08-01T19:23:00.012+08:00

29th July.
Phototaking for 9th Student Council.
It has been such a long time sinced 9th got tgth again.
Most prob the last time we're in blazer.

9th :D

Act dao HA.

9th Welco.

If you are observant enough, you'll know who are we imitating LOL.

No need use tt pic anymore steven.
New pic here HA.

Im nv the council material, &little did i know i would end up in student council.
Nobody believed i was a councillor then, but thank God, i chose sc.
Things learnt and bonds forged is sth you would nv be able to acquire anywhr out there.

9th SC will be part of my life, forever.

2009-07-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

JULY.

26th Happy egggggg'th!
27th Happy birthday Marcus!
29th Happy birthday Mum & Annabel!
30th Happy birthday Xiuhui!

Life sucks, at times LOL.

2009-07-26T01:42:00.002+08:00

Happy 8th months together!<3

2009-07-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

So used to this kind of life.

Momentum to mug died down, im in deep shit.
Need to build it up again. Screams.
Do i really look so stressed up? Im nt actually LOL.
Had a long chat with CT ytd, tgth with my girls.
Not really tt long, appox for an hr.
We are optimistic ppl yo! HA.

To salvation army for cip again this morning.

I will hit appoximately 100 cip hrs if nth goes wrong HA.
A hundred is not too much, nor too little i guess.
I think councillors should actually get cip hrs for orientation.

Life is nv fair damn.

Ok, bye.

2009-07-16T18:02:00.002+08:00

My grades improved a tiny winy bit as compared to common test.
But, still very bad. At least i did not fail everytg this time round.
Focus.

Life is still great, :)
Bye world.

2009-07-14T19:05:00.003+08:00

I think there's an error with my tagboard, i cant tag.
Nevermind.

Got back almost all the papers, except for physical geog.
I think i am far too smart.
Seriously, got no idea how the hell would i ever make it for A levels.
Bang-wall-and-die.

There's still hopeeeeeee.
Pls bless me.
So, it would be hard core mugging and nothing else.
Will only free myself after A levels, if only i think i deserves it.
If no, i will perhaps be living in guilt and worries next yr after As HA.

Ok, bye.

2009-07-12T02:28:00.004+08:00

11/07/09.
Dad went to collect his iphone this morning and i wasted my whole morning.
Queues and more queues, nearly died there.
Since i am not the one using it, why should i join in. Backside itchy.
Moodswing-ed cause mp3 died on me at the same time.
Gonna go get itouch HA. ipod died long time ago, evertg died, so itouch now.

Lunch aftermath and dad went home.
Spent my beautiful sat at town.
I must mention this.
Saw this particular man in pale yellow long sleeves in either his forties or fifties.
Nothing special, but he was in pjc's tie. This is so omg.
Like hello, why pjc's tie? LOL.

Bought this.

Absolut raspberri and ruby red in 50ML.
This is super cute! Like so mini in size.

Very bad moodswing today, sorry.

My com hanged, and i was disconnected after steven typed sth like "Steven...blahblah.. hottie"
Even my com dont agree with you HAHA. So switched to lappy.

Nah, your pic is here! LOL.

This basically sums up my saturday!

Anwy, i failed my h1.
Demoralised like freak, studied for it, so?
There's this particular freaking insensible 19 yr old kid from my class who pissed me off, like totally.
SO WHAT IF YOU PASSED? Get an A if you can.
Ok, i'm over it alrdy.

Uploaded pics to the previous entry.
Check it out.

I don't want to stand strong all by myself, its tiring.
Guess i will miss the shoulder, not the person.
Oh well, off to my private space.

Bye world, God bless.

2009-07-09T23:41:00.007+08:00

Why are good guys never mine? Damn.

I smiled.

A day out with dear weeling!
We met at town, then roamed around.
Bumped into kegan and suwei so.. off we went to marina barrage since they wanted to do some photoshoot there.
We very steady ok, haha.

At the end of the day, cabbed to marina sq cause we were late for the last shutter bus.
Dinner at waraku and my food suck.
I wanted to have good food la:(

You can never get enough of DSLR.
Pretty pretty peektures! Click to enlarge.

At Marina Barrage.

The balloons wanted their own way, sorry! Ha.

No more balloons:(

I like the above pic.

Emo yo.

Don't tell you what are we doing!

Weeling is strong! Hahah.

My legs look looooooooong here.

& sitting by the roadside for cab lol.

I looked as if i was super hungry at tt moment.

The super not delicious 'good' food. Favourable in sight only.

I'd uploaded a lot of pics but there's more in fb.

School tmr, with hrs of h1 i think.
Most prob getting back h1 papers?
Kill me pls.
Im living my life as if its after A levels alrdy, shit.

Love today.
The talkings, the smiles, the laughters, evertg.

2009-07-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

Mid yrs is over, over and finally over!
I think i will fail math, fail econs, fail geog, fail physics and fail gp.
LOL we shall see.
I can sleep and stay out late with no worries now.
Jc life is ending in about 3 to 4 mths, which means prelim and A levels is nearing.
Big sigh.

Bye world.

I hesitated.

2009-07-05T20:29:00.007+08:00

I wasted another day, yet again.
Two more days for me to mug for geog.
Good enough.

Been ordering delivery almost every weekend.
The common thing between mac and kfc's delivery is they provide a lot of chilli sauce.
Kfc delivered a total of 32 packets of chilli sauce, tgth with my food this afternoon.
Chilli sauce is foc, totally.

Out with sist today.
Life is all about having good food and spending $.
Sist got me DKNY fresh blossom spray, as belated 18th bday gift.
Smells super nice, i like.
Was kinda broke, so sist bought for me.
LOVE YOU SIST. HAHAH.

Happen to meet randy at jp.
Waved hi then bye lol.
Old classmate yo.
Will be out with mum tmr.
Shit, i need to mug.

Life is fair.
Whenever im not feeling good, there's always something or someone to cheer me on.
Losing faith again and again and again and again...
Immune to it, seriously.

I care.

Ok bye, another boring post.

2009-07-05T02:44:00.001+08:00

Feels like im sucha bloody sucker.
Not a loser, yet.

Whr the hell are you.

2009-07-02T19:22:00.004+08:00

I would choose someone who loves me more, over someone i truly love.

Last paper to go before mid yrs officially end.
Excluding today, i've got 5 days to mug for my human geog paper.
Physical geog was manageable but my arms nearly broke due to 3 hrs of constant exercising of arms.
Econs was just 135mins of arms exercise, much better than geog.
A life of a student in Arts faculty lol.
Math is gone, U, confirmed case, unless miracle happens.
You never know.

Boring post,
Nothing to blog about...........

Bye world.

2009-06-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

One min of fame everyday.
Temperature taking & returning of GC...... was embarrassing i swear.

My GC died on me just 1 min before math paper.
I changed the batt but to no avail, its still dead.
Good game.

Left with math p2, geog p1 & p2.
No hopes for econs and math.
I think got to meet the principal again, suck.

No time for anything, i need time with myself.
Time to think abt my future, &who i want to be with till the end.

Bye world.

2009-06-26T14:56:00.002+08:00

Happy 7th<3

It's never too late to know there's always a shoulder there for you.
It's never too late to show your love and affection to your loved ones.
It's never too late to fall in love all over again.

You spell love.

2009-06-17T00:50:00.003+08:00

Time to update blog.

Pass 12am alrdy, so leave the sorrows to yesterday.
A new day is here again.

Alright, so had slight fever ytd.
All i could rmb was i din't sleep well the night before.
So when i thought i was awake, i fell aslp again, and this process continued for the whole day till evening.
Impromptu meet up with erik and elton sinced they were at jp.
I am having diarrhoea now, must be the damn milk tea.

Oh yea, mum treated me and sis for some good food at ding tai feng the day before.
So loved.

I should be contented with a life like that and move on with it.
No turning back, no regrets, nothing.

12 days to mid-yrs and i've barely touched on anything.
Im in d-e-e-p s-h-i-t.

Bye world &pls tell me i need to study.

2009-06-14T11:51:00.009+08:00

Keep forgetting to blog about
.
.
.
I want this. Red is fucking hot pls.

Spent my night with my babe ytd.
Lots of catching up to do;)

Twenty Six.

Then htht-ed at somewhere near my hse before heading home at near 11.
More htht sessions:)

Love spending time with you girl:)

Having a hard time getting into slp every single night.
I think i've made a fuss out of evertg,
but i am not at fault i guess, neither of us are at fault.
So much to say, but..

Please treasure your loved ones before its too late.

Ok, whatever.
Bye world.

2009-06-10T19:13:00.001+08:00

Not feeling good, both physically and mentally.

2009-06-05T19:33:00.002+08:00

School makes me sad:(

One is never gg to succeed without an aim in life,
cause there's nth to work hard for.
No aim in life = Hopeless = Me.
So, which route should i take?

Do i have the choice to pick on which route to take?
Oh wellllll.

Encouragements by love ones can actually lift my spirits up :)
Pure coincidence, 26, my fav.

Now, back to hibernate.
Intensive mugging session will start from tmr onwards.
Serious business this time round.
No more fail, failling, flunk.

Bye world.

2009-06-03T23:30:00.007+08:00

Happy birthday Angeline! (in advance)

Its yr bday tmr, sweet 19th bday:)

Had celebration for her today.

Shan't disclose the details, but it's always great spending time with you girls:)

I think i will just die in schl if you girls are not around.

&Dear Jane!

HA/

Bye :)

2009-06-03T23:26:00.005+08:00

I.SCREWED.UP.MY.H1.PAPER/

I've got piles and piles of notes,
handouts etc waiting for me to touch on.
I've got lots of pics in my phone and camera,
waiting to be uploaded.
I've got alot of peepo to catch up with,
their life and so on.
I've got many things to say,
to you, and to others.
&I've got loads and loads of...

But,

Who and where to start with?

2009-06-02T18:06:00.001+08:00

Things change, so do humans.

2009-05-31T17:15:00.003+08:00

Mid year's here again.

Took gp paper on fri, no comments.
H1 paper this coming wed, wish me luck.

No more meeting the principal or whoever this time round, please.
Sick and tired of it.

Bye world.

2009-05-26T22:09:00.004+08:00

Happy 6th, ily.

2009-05-23T00:38:00.002+08:00

Looks fine, but no.
Feeling empty, yes, again.

College day tmr.
Am made complusory to attend.
Just down on l-u-c-k, damn it.
My beautiful sat is ruined:(

CIP on sun.
4am at je, then to padang, early not?
Hope it will turn out fun, or wadever.
My sacrification on sleep will then be worthy HA.

Missing alot of ppl right now.
3 more days to 6th.

Bye world.

2009-05-17T11:56:00.024+08:00

17May, Happy birthday daddy!

Sis's birthday in 4 days time.

Had an advance birthday celebration for her ytd.

Happy 21st birthday! (in advance)

'Cause i don't think i will have the time to blog on thurs.

Cabbed to downtown east with dad and sis.

Its my second time taking the six-seater, and exceptionally spacious cab.

I like!

Pit 8.

Its my first time bbq-ing. Please clap HA.

I used to be the one sitting there, waiting for ppl to serve me lol.

Some of sis's friends.

Random camwhoring lol.

A smile for you, yes only for you.

I love today:)

Bye world.

2009-05-10T23:34:00.023+08:00

Games co dinner today.

Hearts games co MANY MANY!

Swensens for dinner first.

Girls.

Games co is all about ximing, weeling, huimin and me!:}

Inside joke, fries into chest.

To coffee club for some coffee and talk-crap-session.

Then home sweet home at around 10plus.

The male servant for the day LOL.

Sneezing too hard smalley eyes!

Nobody's thinking of you HA.

Random camwhoring\

I like this pic.

Super hilarious can?

Stupid ass.

Me love me lol.

Love my sunday spent like that, so carefree, so filled with joy.

More pics with weeling.

Now, back to reality.
Gg mug and chiong my wrk tmr.

Jiayou to me!

I really envy them, what about us?

Bye world.

2009-05-06T21:30:00.026+08:00

Investiture 2009.

&i attempted suicide on this very significant day.

but i managed to survive.

Ok JUST KIDDING.

HAHA/

Took tons of photos, shall share some here.

9th & 10th Welco!

Mentor, mentee.

We own the same shoebag.

The XUANs.

Pizzahut for dinner after that, majority of the council is there.

LOL.

Crazy camwhoring after dinner.

To my surprise, i din't tear at all.

Not during the video, nor the song.

Brave girl here LOL.

Wonderful days spent with 9th Student Council will be remembered.

Remember, oh, remember

When we have to leave each other

Remember, please, remember

The time we had together

Hearts 9th!

2009-05-05T22:55:00.035+08:00

The last rehersal before investiture.

No more late nights in school, no more meetings, no more, nothing.

Welco.

Always ready for camera!

Some random camwhoring session.

9th SC mates:D

Favourite games co head, smalley eyes!

Bye world, loves.

2009-05-02T21:53:00.022+08:00

Im finally eighteen!

How i wished there's more than 24hrs, so i can hav more time to spend with every single one i love.

Thanks Steven & deareeest Weeling!

I feel so honoured after reading your post(s).

Love yr post ttm weeling! Hearts for you<3

Had an extremely enjoyable day with my 'family tree'.

Thanks girls for evertg, hearts!

Met up with sq first to city hall then town, had popepyes @ flyer.

My PE slacker partner:/

Roamed around before meeting zy.

Bused to bukit timah for Mad Jack and met up with the rest.

The board from them to me, sweet!

A coconut for you, jane:)

Then to island creamery aftermath, whr xh and angeline brought in my bday cake.

My alien friend who is brought away by UFO to poly HAHA.

I had an awfully choc cake for bday last yr frm my sis and the exacte same cake frm my girls this yr.

Although the cake is still as awesome, but..

no more choc cake next yr!

Thanks for everytg:D

I hope my eyes were just playing a trick on me, that person on the street wasn't...

My best bday would not turn out to be the worst day, yes, no?

2009-05-02T00:46:00.006+08:00

Its 2nd May, my birthday!
Oh and happy birthday david beckham HAHA.

To erik's hse jus nw to celebrate his birthday.
Went off at around 1201am, when it jus turned 2nd May.
So its like his bday's over and then mine's here.
Thanks for being the first to wish me happy bday since you were jus beside me HA.

Thanks all who flooded my phone with messages,
&Thanks to all who were at erik's hse and wished me a happy birthday:)

Will be meeting my 'jane', who is also my pe partner later before meeting the rest for dinner.
Will be back with pics!
Stay tune.

2009-04-30T23:32:00.015+08:00

29th April.
happy birthday getty!

30th April.
happy birthday guodong!
Din't went for yr bbq cause i only left sch at 10pm, cant make it.
Still happy 18th bday!

1st May.
happy birthday erik & crystal!

2nd May.
happy birthday to me & beckham!

6th May.
happy birthday to jingwee!

Rehersal for investiture yesterday.
9th sc is stepping down on 6thMay, time flies.

Welco!

Steven, me, &his broken specs.

LOL.

True friends are the ones who will do stupid things with you HA:)

Kexuan!

Dearest weeling!

Fellow welco peeps:)

Anwy, gonna spend my birthday with my 'family tree!'

Will be back real soon, with more photos:)

& etly, i'll definitely reserve my weekend slot for you babe!

Bye world.

2009-04-26T20:59:00.001+08:00

Happy 5th love.

2009-04-25T23:56:00.003+08:00

I feel so pathetic, yet again.

PTC this morning but my dad alrdy met tt whoever that day, so only went schl to get my results slip.

Went for the Coldstorage Kids Run briefing aftermath with classmates cause we're helping out.

For cip hours though, but guess it will be a really exciting event. Saw Chiyen there too.

Life's been a bastard, as usual.

No complaints, they're useless.

I realise i love my home more than anything else now.

Yes. I've got no more life.

Few minutes to 26th April.

I still rmb this faithful day, three yrs ago.

The past seemed to be much enjoyable, with plenty of smiles filling up my life.

>:(

What about now?

Still, thank God tt i've got beautiful friends around me,

and you, for filling up the empty spaces in my life.

What about you?

I won't let my imaginations run wild.

But actions still speak louder than words.

Show me something, prove to me tt i can see the future,

with you.

2009-04-12T21:19:00.012+08:00

Time to update blog.

Din't went for the chatlet on fri.

So, went out instead.

En-mazing race yesterday.

Its super tiring i tell you. Ran like idiots around spore.

Team 69 is came in 40th position, out of hundred plus grps?

Nt bad alrdy, although the grp expected more.

Vivo rooftop at 7am, and vivo rooftop at 9plus pm.
You can see the sun and moon.

Landyard for faciliator.

PJ faci!

&Team 69.

Muscles are aching like hell now.

PE tmr, spells d-e-a-d:(

Bye world.

2009-04-10T23:04:00.004+08:00

PJOO3 is love.

PJ003 got a bastard big B for pw.
Kinda disappointed, we wanted an A.
Fyi, NO ONE in our class got an A for pw.
WHAT IS THIS? Ahh, nvm its over.
B ain't tt bad afterall i guess, if we dont compare ourselves with the top jcs.
F.

Went jp's thai express with sq and zy in the evening to...
...sort of celebrate for our pw results? Bel couldn't make it though.
We'll hav another meal agn:)
It's like kind of a mixed feeling.
We are feeling disappointed, yet a B is good enough.
Argh.
Met jw on the way, he got a B for pw too and is kinda disspointed as well.
Excatly the same senerio, there's no single soul in his class who got an A as well.
Oh well, we're from neighbouring jcs you see:\
Then went to look for my babe while waiting for sq and zy.
Let's hav a date soon:)

En-mazing race tmr.
Hope my grp members will be a bunch of fun ppl.
Im a facilitator yo! HA.

Evertg's gonna be alright.
Evertg's gonna be alright.
Evertg's gonna be alright.
Evertg's gonna be alright.
Evertg's gonna be alright.

Bye world.

2009-04-08T22:54:00.004+08:00

U, yes, i've got freaking straight Us for my common test.
Met the principal today,
gotta write a letter to her by tmr morning.
Ok i am done with it, wrote a darn long one for her.
No doubts, i am choosing to stay in J2.
I dont want to spend another year in this freaky school,
&i dont want to meet new ppl all over again. NO.
Just pray for me tt i will stay in J2, NO J1 pls.

A levels PW results will be realeased tmr.
Eggcited yo. I wish for PJ003 to all get either A or B:D

Focus on studies, and nothing else for this 7 mths.
Yes, nothing else.

Thanks for all the shoulders, advices and comforting messages.
And thanks love:)

2009-04-05T13:47:00.008+08:00

Im back from Elect's Induction camp.
Slept for 20hrs straight, from ytd afternoon to this morning.
Feel so like a pig lol.

Me and weeling:D

On fri before camp, i went lot1 with classmates for lunch.
Met elton and his classmates there.
Who knows, he was meeting the guys.
So while waiting for weeling, i joined elton, erik, randy and ian for their pastamania.
Long time no see yo.
Ok random, my pt is long time no see!
And erik, our bday's coming HA.

Since camp is over, hopefully no more logistics to settle HA.
Thanks everyone for everyway, esp dear EI comm.
Hardworks are paid off, and we achieved the longest nightwalk.
Nightwalk ended at near 5am yo, with screams everywhr.
I was at the staring point, sending the elects' off grp by grp, tgth with zijian.
Tired like shit but its okay:)

My light sticks on hand.

Anwy, my leg muscles are aching now cause of the constant squatting and standing while pasting the light sticks on floor for nightwalk with xueli.
PE tmr nia, die.

Live your life happier, lit up my life.
I need more smiles.

2009-04-02T20:10:00.018+08:00

Dad just bought me a red hard disk, i like! HA.

1st April
First day of Elects' Induction programme for the 10th elects ytd. Go EI comm!
Glad to be placed in this comm actually, wrking with ppl im alright with.

Then camwhoring session.

I've got no idea why i look so shit.

Although it was aprils fool ytd, but no joke.
Happy birthday ernest lol.

17th March
I know i am super lag HA.
Happy bday girls.

Classmates and the two bday girls.

13th March

Long time ago.

Very very lag, i know lol.

Dearest weeling, steven and me.

Ok, that's all.

I will be off for Elects' camp tmr evening till sat noon.

Hope evertg runs well. May God bless us.

My very last event, and at the same time the very last event for 9th.

Stepping down soon.........

Time for htht session weeling~

Freaky 16 days alrdy:(

Plus tmr and sat, tt will total up to 18 days, f.

Bye world.

2009-03-31T23:38:00.003+08:00

Totally drained, like seriously.
I will wait for the arrival of sunday, 5thApril:)

Nothing else can make my day, other than this.

IMY, &badly.

2009-03-29T19:57:00.016+08:00

Big SIGH.

I can't believe i spent my sunday at home rotting.
Where's bf, where's friends, where's sist, where's everyone:(

Grandma's place ytd, then to mandai crematory, then back to grandma's place.
Two cuttest and youngest cousin, they made my day:)

Eyebags suck big times yo.

Cute ttm!

Schl tmr, lessons are resuming.

F schl, F __.

I hate sch to the MAX:(

Bye world.

Again &again &again.

Sit and wait:(

2009-03-26T12:14:00.002+08:00

Twenty Six again.
Still counting, Happy 4th! :D

I've got 1 more paper tmr before marking the end of common test.
I dont care how will i fare for all the papers,
at least i did my best.
So prepared on which route to take if i touchwood get retained.

Wish me luck.
&im missing so many ppl now.
Meet up soon all my friends.

Bye world.

2009-03-16T20:52:00.002+08:00

10 more days to 26th, and again:)

I am feeling super sick now.
Fever, headache, flu, cough and sore throat attacked me all at one goal.

Human geog paper is over.
One word, sucked.
I mugged like nobody's business for it ok.
Yet...

Over it.

2009-03-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

2009-03-09T20:57:00.003+08:00

GP paper this coming friday.
Human geog paper on next monday.
Gonna mug real hard during the so-called one wk break for other papers.

Im alrdy tired when the race hasn't even started.

Thanks and more thanks.

2009-03-07T21:58:00.003+08:00

Things are not fine anymore.
Yes, no more.
Now i am filled with guilt.
Sorry never seems to be enough.
Part of me wants it back, yet part of me wants a break.
I swear this suck to the max.

Seriously, i feel like quitting jc life, then cont with either privates or nth.
Thoughts ONLY sinced no one will ever support this decision of mine.
Im freaking prepared of which route to take if i touchwood flunk my As or get retained after CT.
You won't know how it feels to always be the first from the bottom.
You won't know how it feels to study yet no results are shown.
And you won't know how disappointing it gets whenever i get back those tests.

Class CIP tmr, dreaddddddd to wake up freaking early on a sun morning.
Then mayb lunch with the class before heading to SMU with weeling and steven in the afternoon.
Or... i might just drop dead after cip and get my ass stuck on bed for the whole day.

No happiness in me, not at all.
Hate to say this, but Life Goes On. Zzzzzz.

Bye world.

2009-03-06T22:21:00.004+08:00

My heart will go on...

Yep i got an A for my Alevel chinese.
Anwy, i'm so going to treat the whole world to good food if i can get A for every single subject for Alevels.
We shall see, next yr, this time.
So Mission I-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e HA.

C'grats to peeps who scored well for Alevels.
To peeps who din't managed to ace it, cheer up.
There will be a way out. Keep on trying and don't give up:)

拿的起放的下。

2009-03-05T18:45:00.003+08:00

Lessons will be cut from 1230pm onwards tmr due to the release of Alevels result.
But wth it doesn't affect our class at all since tt's the only day we end so early, at1230.

All the best to peeps getting back their A levels result tmr!
&wish me luck for my A level chinese cause im getting back tmr too.

Suck. Common test is coming, can't afford to flunk it.
So many things to do, so little time left.

Sigh.

2009-03-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

Sorry.

2009-02-26T19:42:00.007+08:00

Happy 3rd<3

Gosh, a rainbow appeared yesterday but i din't manage to even catch a glimpse of it:( Awwww. The view was perfect\
Never knew pj has got sucha great spot to catch this pretty rainbow.

Click to enlarge!
Thanks eileen for the pics, at least i saw the rainbow:)
Haha.

See, rainbow always and only appear after a heavy downpour.

2009-02-22T21:00:00.003+08:00

I am so fearful of receiving messages now.

Its either disappointments again and again
or..
wtf, new things added to my untouched work.

I won't say life sucks, cause it never will.
But life's a bore, definitely.

Sist gave me a kinder joy ytd.
It did brought joy to me:)

Thanks.

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-02-22T02:56:00.000+08:00

Trust me, this is true.

Action speaks louder than words.

2009-02-19T00:18:00.003+08:00

I won't give any part of my life up,
no matter how tough its gg to be.

Two more days:D

2009-02-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

Keep your EQ high.
Just keep quiet and let things past.
Let whoever wants the fame to have it.
Let them decide for themselves, be it a right or wrong decision.

Peace out\

2009-02-14T19:04:00.007+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

This suck. Im spending the 18th valentines day with myself again.
Stayed at home all day cause i don't want to spend this special day with anyone except you.
7 more days:(

Thanks all for the roses etc and all the sweet stuffs!

All the little packs for candies and chocolates can total up to a big bag lol.

Some random shots taken at the booth that day.

Pretty eh?

That's part of what i bought as gifts for friends.

Packed those chocs into coloured envelopes, attaching a small note inside for some peeps.

Filled with l.o.v.e!

With love.

2009-02-14T18:20:00.009+08:00

2 events down, 1 more to go before stepping down.
I'll miss working with games co!

Orientation for the past three days.
Day 1, during lunch break.

Day 2, during war games.

Wasn't able to snap any pics during station games cause i was too busy and flour-ish.

Hope my station was kind of fun.

Gave a miss on the third day cause i was too sick to stay on.

Went consult doc and doc said my throat was kind of red and etc & gave me alot of med including panadols lol.

Missed the peak for the whole orientation i guess but nvm.

Bye world.

2009-02-07T20:42:00.002+08:00

Another busy week.
Another week without you\

If you were given a choice,
would you ever love someone who will make you tear or someone who treats you real good?

2009-02-01T23:27:00.005+08:00

Weekdays are gone again:(
For yesterday, went classmates hse to bai nian before gg vivo for some brain-relaxation programme.
HAHA.
Then town for today.
Yea, brain-relaxation activity again.
Hate school like HELL-O.
Too busy for sch wrk, for tests, to update blog, to upload pics, to SLEEP, and too busy to think about you.

I do miss you.

2009-01-29T22:22:00.001+08:00

Heavy-hearted.

2009-01-28T14:53:00.004+08:00

Dint't attend school today cause i cried my lungs out yesterday night and my eyes were swollen, too swollen that i can't even open my eyes the moment i woke up.

2009-01-27T22:04:00.001+08:00

Close up the gap.
I did my part.........

2009-01-27T19:26:00.020+08:00

Not feeling good, not at all.

Well as usual, spent these two days at both grandma's hse.
School tmr:(

Pics\

Sist &cousins.

Bye world.

2009-01-26T00:26:00.008+08:00

HAPPY SECOND!<3

Happy CNY.
Paternal's side for reunion dinner jus nw.
Then some last min shopping before heading home.

So not in the mood luh,
but im gg to enjoy this two days cause there's no sch. Ha\

So loved

..............................................at times.

2009-01-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

Life's so screwed.

Sch had jus resumed for ten days yet it seems like forever.
Anwy, i got a pink form lol.
CT says its my ang bao for cnyT.T

Okay whatever it is, things will still remain unchanged.

This fear in me stopped me from falling deeper,
&I've got no idea why.

2009-01-18T14:17:00.011+08:00

Spent my beautiful sat beautifully!

Anwy, i saw an adult-sized kinder surprise.

Someone get it for me as cny gift pls. Ok just kidding.

&all time favourite, red m&ms;)

Back to reality, school's still a bore.

Hate to drag myself to schl every single day.

There's totally NO motivation and reason for me to be in schl.

Cryoutloud.

>:(

Naked human-shaped magnets living in my pencil case.

When tutorial gets too boring,

You'll start to dress them up LOL.

Thanks xh for the shirt and pants, while i did the hair and censored part LMAO.

School can drive ppl insane.

See, it is proven.

Bye world.

2009-01-14T21:37:00.002+08:00

Its the third day of school.
Ximing says i should update my blog:)

Geog review test tmr.
I've got 1 more chp left for revision, bang wall.
PE tmr, spells BORING.

So gg to spend 8hrs in schl tmr with just two pathetic half hr breaks in between.
Screw tues and thurs timetable.
The time i spend in sch is MUCH longer than my hrs of sleep.
I wan eight hrs of slp!

>:(

Bye world.

2009-01-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

First day of schl today.
As usual, one word - boring.
&almost everyone's counting down to end of schl can.

2009-01-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

There's no words to describe the feeling im having now.
Hate it.

Whr are you.

2009-01-10T21:28:00.003+08:00

Kind of regretted at times.
Do you know?/

&i've got no choice but to accept the fact tt schl's re-opening.
So many things left undone,
yet another nightmare's gg to begin.

I really don't know how to handle Alevels when i cant even juggle with my J1 work.
Broke down during promos and fyi, its just promos.
Wad abt Alevels? I really don't know.
Guess it was just pure luck tt i got promoted to J2.

I detest this feeling, cause im unable to choose the path i want.
Oh f:(

2009-01-02T18:43:00.005+08:00

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Because life is like that.

I won't dream big,
cause i know i would never be able to reach them.

I won't hold on to any hopes,
cause i know there'll be disappointments.

I won't fall madly into it,
cause i know it very clearly that i might not be...

2009-01-01T15:40:00.002+08:00

Gosh time flies.

Din't go for any countdown this yr cause im super sick and......
So i slept from 2008 to 2009 HA.
I woke up at 1st jan, 1230am, realising i totally missed out the countdown and my phone was flooded with new yr messages. I like!
Oh well, there's always nxt yr for countdown.

Looking back, i spent a yr in pj alrdy.
How i got in council, excuting events by events, never ending meetings and rehersals for this and that and so on.
And i spent a yr with 08A01 alrdy.
Time and tide waits for no man, ha.

Many things happened this yr,
many times i broke down and cried cause of schl wrk etc,
and many times i feel like giving up evetg...
There's always a way out.

Sound so cliche, no?
Can't hlp it, haha.

But most importantly, i met you in 2008.
Love you love.

For 2009, i wish for world peace, seriously.
Bye world.

2009-01-01T14:55:00.016+08:00

Last day of 2008.
Back from OGL camp and im super sick now. Zzzz.
Im in Orion anwy.

Pics up/

Coating the balls with black paint for my station game.

Finally, there's sth tt is smaller than yr eyes xm!

Welco girls, i jus happened to meet them in the restrm.

Station games on the second day.

At work..

You cant see the flour on me lol.

Teck whye mac for take-away as dinner for the whole clan with ernest.

Spent 95.25$ there lol.

Thanks yangyi and timothy for hlping us carying those food back.

Stars.

Break camp, lunch-ed wif weeling jay xm park and edwin at kfc.

Our stuffs lol.

Bye world.

2008-12-28T15:47:00.009+08:00

Updates.

Went shopping for games co stuff ytd, again HA.
Imm &town with weeling and xm.
Then bpp with xm to look for ernest.

We agreed to have our pic like that.

Oh wells, have you seen anyone holding umbrellas in mac before?
HAHA.

Ernest act cute siol.

And emo xm.

Will be away for Ogl camp till wed.
Games co is love!

Bye world, &love you love.

2008-12-27T22:07:00.004+08:00

I just can't help it, but to be feeling this way again.
Troubled.....................................:(

/Thanks sist for getting kinder surprise for me!
Im a kid so blessed by God,
'cause there's always someone out there to cheer me on when im feeling super down.

Why can't it be you then?

Bye world.

2008-12-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Jason Tan!
Friends for life:)

It's our first.. &more to come, hopefully:)

2008-12-25T20:53:00.004+08:00

Aren't you supposed to enjoy this festive season with yr loved ones?

Oh fuck:(

Thanks marcus for yr red m&ms!
It brought joy to me when im feeling super down.

Thanks a million!

2008-12-25T02:00:00.003+08:00

Christmas is celebrated on December 25, marks and honors the birth of Jesus of Nazareth.

Merry Christmas and a happy new yr to all HA.

18 more days before schl re-open.
Oh freak:(:(:(:(:(

Twenty Six is jus tmrrrrrrrr:)

Bye world.

2008-12-23T21:31:00.009+08:00

Games co meeting in the afternoon.
Ok meeting with only xm cause only the both of us were avaliable LOL.

Dint get to meet my babe for thai express.
Awww see you soon again k!

Roamed around jp with xm after we're done with games co stuff.
Kegan and jay arrived soon after and the guys went for movie while i waited........
Saw huimin too haha. Update me yo;)

Oh ya, both xm and me got deprived childhood.
Spot the similarity from the pics below.

Sry eeyor, tigger and piglet! HA.

Hey GNCs! There's this shop having the same name as us.

Haha!

Met berney on the way and asked him to acc me while waiting but due to some miscommunication, dint get to meet.........
Thanks and sry for wasting yr time la! HA.

Saw stevenkhong and brother wk in jp too.
Told you, i'll a-l-w-a-y-s see familiar faces when im at jp.
I suddenly realise all my pri schl peeps are in jjc nw.
Freak sial. Ok nt all but the few whom im still keeping contact with.

The uncertainty kills.
I don't have the courage to clarify things.
I don't have the courage to speak up.
I don't have the courage to ask about anything.
Oh man.

Bye world.

2008-12-23T13:24:00.001+08:00

If you're not the one\

2008-12-21T23:17:00.002+08:00

Have you ever realised?

I had never said ily.
And as if you will see this...................

2008-12-20T19:46:00.009+08:00

Isn't today a saturday? Sigh.

Updates.

Yesterday:
Had SCAP in the morning,
followed by mac for brunch then back to schl for open hse briefing.

Happy meal makes you happy!\ Like real HA.

Shopped for games co stuff again.
Had kfc for dinner at bukit timah when we can hav it either at bpp or lot1 LOL.

Xm finally got bigger eyes now. Haha happy not?

This is classic!

HAHA.

Bye world.

2008-12-18T22:47:00.012+08:00

Pretty right?:)\

Dance session in the morning.

So wanna screw myself cause i jus cant get things right.

Oh freak/

Slept for like 2hrs in council rm before xm's meeting finally end.

Went to get stuffs for the dry run of our station games tgth with other sc mates, then off to jp to look for puzzles.

Saw peeps at jp agn.

Told you, i would always see familiar faces when im at jp LOL.

Anwy, my photography skill is ultra good i tell you HA.

Now you get what i mean right? Ha.

So blessed, :)

2008-12-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

I'll love you more if you tell me more..

So, tell me more :)

2008-12-16T20:04:00.008+08:00

It was a mistake, no?

15thDec: Happy Birthday Liting;)

As old as me now yea.

Went jp again, but wif mum this time round.

Happen to see my relatives, elton and adriel(i know you by name, ha), weeling's ct and mr ling(at ntuc agn, nt twice but thrice) LOL.

Anwy, jp is so freaky crowded like nobody's business.

Some updates.

Was out with this babe many many many many days ago;)

Nice day out:D

It was a mistake, no?

Dig those courage out for me, will you?

Bye world.

2008-12-13T23:11:00.003+08:00

I don't know what decision to make, which move to take.

我不想伤害你，
但更不想伤害自己。

I kinda miss my long long hair anwy HA.

Bye world.

2008-12-13T00:37:00.002+08:00

Fug.
The world can never stay in peace cause there's always ppl with big fat mouth around...

Dating with liting today;)
Saw many peepo like council mates, korkor and friends, guodong, mrtan and gary.
I love talking crap with roasteyes and gary!
It feels good. Another outing soon~

Haha.

So, what's happening now?

2008-12-05T23:33:00.012+08:00

Ahh deadbeat.

9am in school for SCAP.
I freaky cant get my ass out of the bed.
Then went tampines to collect my loots and back to west.

Homed to change and town for meeting.
Games co is so cool yo. We have meetings out of schl.

Met up with................
&Home sweet home.
Yay meeting my babe tmr:)

I think i look ultra horrible in pics nowadays and idk why.

Oh yea, my morale has been boosted.
All thanks to.. hurrr!
My self-esteem rose by one percent alrdy.
Thanks bf and f hur hur LOL.

I've made up my mind.
To cont on, but i'll always be prepared for the worst.

Sry if i din't heed to your advices friend.
Im really prepared this time round.
I've learnt how to pick myself up, trust me.

Bye world.